Make Myself Whole?

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I think the answer lies somewhere deep in my soul

Its sad to see whats been created in me 

I've allowed it to breath

I think the question was

How do I make myself whole?

But I don't know

So I fake all the rules as I play in this game

I make them up as I go

I think the problem is

I seem to have lost all control

I can see who I pretend to be

Just isn't me and its taking a toll

I think the next issue I'll see inside of me

Am I strong enough to let it go and regain my soul?